Some thoughts

Hi Baby, It's been sometime since I last blogged. So might as well do so since I am waiting while trying to fix your mom's iPhone upgrade... 2 more weeks and you are going to turn 10 years old. As you grew older, I find that we have less time to interact or play. You are busy with your schoolwork while I am busy with my work. Things were made worse with my chronic back aches, which kept me away from doing things with you such as sports and games, as well as making more grouchy and irritable in behaviour, short in patience and attention. For all these, I am sorry. I would very much love to spend happy moments with you together. As it will not be too far away in time that you will be spending less time at home, and perhaps even studying or working overseas. Thinking of this reminds me to tell you that regardless where you are or where I am, part of me will always be with you. A part that is much bigger that you think. On one hand I wish that you would stay as innocent and babyish, on the other hand, I wish that you would be more matured to be more discerning as well as considerate. The latter refers to situation where you need to learn how to appreciate your mother's positive intentions, though they may not necessarily be meted out in the ways you would have preferred. You need to learn to accept her as she is, just like I would accept you as you are. You need to give more thoughts and considerations for mommy, daddy and others who love you, and not take these for granted. Daddy had told you on many occasions that nothing will last forever, so treasure the moments we have together and make them memorable and happy ones. While the pressure for exams is taking on a higher tempo, daddy just wishes that you would put in the best efforts, the results will come by itself. Another thing I need you to pay attention to, is to be focus and serious when it comes to doing certain things. You cannot be always holding a laissez-faire kind of attitude for everything. You need to be able differentiate things that are important to you, or important to me and mommy. That's all for now, mom's phone is almost ready. Remember, no matter what happens, Daddy will always love you