Just when I thought...

Just when I thought that nothing can be worse than you coughing through the night and not getting enough sleep (including me...), there came the mosquito, the faulty flushing system, haze and my acute back pain condition...  Yesterday night was an event that reminded me that nothing is permanent or worst till you experience it for yourself. Never think that what you are going through is forever nor it is the worst, the fact is that nothing is forever, but at the same time things can always turn for the better or the worse. Just keep an open mind and manage your own expectations. 

I was quite easily agitated under these conditions as I wanted to end the "not so good" things and get back the "better off" ones. Having the gap between reality and expectations was what triggers the impatience and aggressiveness.

While knowing this mentally, the behaviors did not reflect this understanding, as habitually, such behaviors are the norm under such conditions. 

Practicing them during normal days will help to better prepare us to meet our worse days.

Now, watching you sleeping soundly on the bed, brings me heart content and peace in me. 

Sleep well, rest well and get well, soon.

Loving you always, no matter what happens.